I hate my Senior Year
Straight to the point, I hate my senior year, all because of one or two specific person in my class.
Im from the Philippines, currently grade 12th, with my strand being in STEM, theire where two classmates that just ruined my senior year for me, obviously im only naming them after theire initials, J & M, M is a whole different vent/story, I just wanna talk about J.
Ever know that one classmate that genuinely does awful stuff and yet no one bother to do anything about it?, yeah, that's J. first met him back in the first year of senior year (grade 11th) and immediately, for some reason, he choose me as his easy main target to be tease and pick on, i didn't even bother to interact with the guy, and whenever I did, I have been nothing but be nice to him, and you think he would atleast do the same (or atleast enough when he doesn't target you), but no, he picks on me regardless, I tried my best to not interact with him, but he always circled back to me just to pick on me,and I hate it.
It was only the first 2 weeks of Senior High and immediately im already stressed, I was not in the right mind space to interact or talk to anyone, felt like I was about to cry, the boy (Including J) where messing around, and suddenly, I felt like a plushie was thrown at the back of my head, hard and on purpose, even making my headset move forward abit. I started crying and I felt emberassed, I hate crying in public and infront of many people, not to mention its only the 2nd week of school, obviously I left the classroom to cry, with one of my friends staying next to me, making sure im okay, while outside, J's girlfriend, (imma named R), came up to me, and she ended up apologising to me for J, like motherfucker, dont apologise for him, make him apologise, but yeah, this was brought up again after my mom found out what J did, cause apperently one of my classmates informed this in the parents group chat, and reported him, I wasn't sure what happened after that, but J was send to the Senior Coordinator's office, and after that, he was less Teasing but he still target me regardless.
It even gotten worst now that we're in 12th grade. He target me even more, even to the point of trying to convince the whole class to blame me on why the teacher got mad to our advisor, out loud, where I can hear him, he started shipping me with a guy friend that I always hang out with, where both close, but not to the point we romantically love eachother (I already have a gf and im gay), even told his ass that and he still insisted, even going as far as teasing me all because I have to be excuse during the Friday mass cause I was having a severe asthma attack, reason why he started teasing was because me and the guy friend of mine where separated, but yeah, he kept going until another teacher actually told him to shut up and take it seriously.
So, apperently, the reason why no one bother to do anything about J is because he came from a abusive and neglectful homelife, which okay??, good explanation but not an excuse to take it out on others, it's also why he and R are together, Relt bad for J, even as far as defending him.
Back in 11th grade, I lashed out on him after he made me upset for the thousand time, I start hitting him (not in a aggresive way, its like in a way where you nudge someone), R literally grabbed my hand and said "Stop".
Motherfucker, where was that tone when he started it?, where was that after the countless of teasing and bullying he did to me?, and the only time you actually say: "stop", was when someone is "hurting" your bf, bitch please.
Obviously im not trying to disrespect R, R deserve someone better than J, I just hate that she stayed with him because of his homelife, I dont care, if he came from a abusive household, his behavior and treatment to others is no excuse for him to lash out with our consequences.
Specific item in game (Augmented Realtiy)
So, i decided to revisit a game called: The Assault on Nova Prospekt, rp game clearly based on half life, but for some reason, I got a 404 page not found instead, i even have the link for the game, im not sure if it's because the game itself got deleted, taken down at some point, or it's because of the new roblox update, but yeah, I really want to know what happen to this game and if its still playable or not.
Remember the UnCut Production version of Noel's Lament?
Does anyone remember Noel Lament Uncut/original version in production? The version where Noel/Monque had a baby and she gave it away to the gypsies?, i remembered theire was a video of that version in YouTube somewhere around 2024, I tried to find it again but it was gone, I tried to find the og production video that has the song (its was also on youtube) but for some reason, I couldnt find it either, and now im curious if it was taken down from YouTube or not.
If anyone atleast have the link to the song or know what im talking about and know what happened to the video, please tell me