u/Ok_Cryptographer6121

I am not really a yapper so I don't know what to put in decription...
Basically, I have been bullied for at least a year and being called the N word (by a german btw, ironic). I am wondering if anyone have tips to embrace these violent thoughts and how to stand up for myself if the bullying ever starts again. Such as which is the best self defense art? How do I get strong quickly?

I was falsely banned because of my school bullies inflicting a lot on my mental health, which caused me to do some bad stuff in the SCP:SL Discord server. I am wondering if there is a way to appeal this ban? Because it was never caused by me.

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Why did I get this trophy? Can someone explain, I belive the dev programmed it so it checks when you've completed all challanges, so you get the trophy if you didn't use the death coin on your last run (sorry for bad theory)