u/Ok_Government_648

Is a question I ask myself frequently. Tbh I think I look masculine asf. Been on hrt 2yrs in October. Sometimes I wonder if it's even worth it. But I do love the changes I have had. Getting hookups for me is very hard though cause I'd consider myself a boymoder or at least a more masculine queer person I like the word butch. But idk sometimes my friends will say stuff that makes me realize I'm more feminine. The fact I'm smooth, guys can be smooth though idk.

Today I was hanging out with my friends. Well when I first walk in my friend says to me you're getting to the point where you should wear a bra. Than later I was flexing and asked him if I look buff he said no you look soft and you have tits

I'm just curious how any of y'all deal/cope with not passing? Tbh it really doesn't bother me to much, I can't let it. I wish I did pass more as feminine but it is what it is. I always get called sir which I understand, I've gotten filled up before and I'm starting to like work on my diet to lose some weight I definitely notice the hrt on my body for sure. It's been nearly 2 years, 2 years in October.