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I currently have the flip 6. I'm kind of waiting for the flip 8 to drop, but ive been thinking of switching to the 60 or 70 ultra.

I've been hearing the 8 is going to be pretty much the same as the 7.

I kind of wanna break away from samsung a bit. I LOVE flips. They're compact and fit my small hands.

I know the some people have issues with razr using Android 15.

I'm conflicted though. I know that the razr is essentially better in almost every aspect of the flip 7.

I'm afraid to take the leap. I've been watching endless amounts of YouTube "flip 7 vs razr 70 ultra." And I just cant make up my frickin mind.

I wanna know everyone's honest opinions.

Sorry if I have any errors I'm just waking up. I took quite a bit of time before posting in fear of judgement or people thinking I'm stupid or pathetic.

I take 200mg of lamotrigane and I take 20mg of lurasidone.

Lately I've been taking my doses at different times. I think I take them but then I look at my pills and I didnt take them so I'm late on them all the time.

Just last night I woke up at 2:00 am and I couldn't go back to sleep til 5:30 am.

When I woke up the first thing that happened was my brain played a song

Close to you by Dayglow over and OVER.

I tried my hardest to go back to sleep but I couldn't. I stared at the wall and I started feeling paranoid.

I'm usually paranoid but it was dialed to 11. I kept thinking something was behind me, or above me, or at the foot of the bed so I distracted myself by going on my phone. Scrolling reddit, Instagram, YouTube.

Then i started "window" shopping on my phone.

For better context-- I dont have a job anymore, and my husband budgets and takes care of all the financials and I get an allowance to.

I had a job a year ago and I left due to incredibly high stressors that triggered many...many... many episodes. (I was put on 40mg lurasidone at the time to keep it under control) and what stopped me from leaving the job was that it was a family business of my husbands, which made it really hard for me to leave.

Anyhow, I started looking at Kia cars, Amazon, Kohls, Walmart. All kinds of places on things that I wanted. I have no allowance currently, so I was fighting for my life and every fiber of my being to NOT BUY ANYTHING. Actually one of the hardest things I had to do.

And throughout all of this was looking around. Thinking I heard something. Scared. Anxious. Paranoid. And sometimes when this happens my body goes into fight or flight and I usually freeze like a deer in headlights. And before I eventually fell asleep I started playing Megan trainer - all about that bass? In my head. (I dont even like the song)

Does this has anything to do with me being bipolar? Or am I just screwed and need to get checked into a looney bin?

*I do have an usual follow up app with my psychologist in August and I will tell her I just wanted people's thoughts.