Pharmacist made me feel like a drug addict, humiliated me.
Maybe I'm overly sensitive, I tend to have anxiety anyways and get embarrassed easy. My therapist and I been trying to find an adhd medication that works for me.. We know vyvanse does but of course my insurance is refusing to pay for it. So we are going through a bunch of others in an attempt to see if one works. Well my last medication was Adderall, which simultaneously felt like it did nothing, while also making me insanely ragey. So he also had me try an instant release of dextroamphetamine tablets. Well for the past couple weeks I've only been taking the tablets because I refused the Adderall after I used the entire bottle (at his request). So I go to the pharmacy because I was told to try Concerta. Well the pharmacist tells me he won't fill it because I still have the tablets and I have to dispose of them there first. No problem, I run home grab them and get back in line. He then calls me out of line (it's very busy) and stands there and tells me he has to see me do it himself. So I do. Then I get back in line and wait. When I get up there he questions about another medication (fast acting anxiety medication because my school I work at had a gun threat and I've been struggling with anxiety) and why I need those. Then tells me, loudly, that since he saw me throw the other medication he is "comfortable releasing" the new medication to me. I wanted to crawl in a hole.. I was mortified. Taking medication is hard for me as it is because of my OCD and anxiety.. So this was my own personal hell.