u/Ok_Soil114

Всем привет! Я итальянский студент, и сейчас в университете изучаю русский язык, и так же русскую историю. Я пишу мою диссертацию о историе русской эмиграцию в Китае в ХХ веков.

If anyone is interested, I can help italian-learning russian speakers to practice their conversation and their language learnign (even italian literature, if they need it) in exchange for mutual practice in russian language. All of this would be online, of course

I do not want money or fees.

--Sorry I just need to vent a little, so if you don't want to listen to my rambles, skip ahead--

I don't understand: this day has been an excruciatingly painful one. I have been 8h at work, and from the first minute I started working I have been submereged by a flood of intrusive thoughts (i have OCD). What's worse is that this time, they started concentrating on Faith and God. I don't know why, I don't know how, but all that I know is that for 7 hours straight I had to wrestle with excruciatingly painful thoughts about doubting the Lord, whether He exsists or not, about catholicism and our obligations (fasting, confession...) It was a crescendo. At one point (it is still very hard for me to spill this out) a part of me started to hate religion and wanted to be an atheist, wanted to stop believing in the Lord, in Christ and in the teachings of the Church. I am not exagerating saying that I felt shipwrecked, pushed along by the current.

The point is that yesterday I was more or less in the same situation: working all day, with OCD, BUT non of these thoughts.

I feel broken, and humbly ask if you could spare for me half of an Ave Maria, it will be enough

Anybody knows why? The game simply freezes. What should i do?