I’m feeling very disappointed in the performance of my fundrise portfolio. I’ve been invested for over 5 years now and never liquidated anything. But my performance is negative and I seem to have tied a lot of money into it without any growth.
Can anyone explain why this could be happening or what I should do? Attached screenshots that show the bad performance, portfolio.
I want to give to porn for several reasons, but one reason is the following:
- it's tedious and less pleasurable compared to just masturbating with imagination.
Basically, when I'm thinking about real life women around me and imagining them, I have a much better masturbation experience compared to when I'm searching for clips, videos and forcing myself to masterbate to exactly those videos that are being served to me on the website.
Now, despite knowing that masturbation with my own imagining is much more pleasurable, I struggle to prefer it over watching porn and jerking off to videos.
What could be the reasons for this behavior of picking porn over my own imagination?
Have you successfully replaced PMO with just masturbation? Why or why not?
Do you feel comfortable writing about your deepest thoughts when journaling? This could be your desires, insecurities, fears, etc.
I think it would be very therapeutic to write out these things onto paper. But I feel afraid that others might read it, or someone might discover it accidentally, etc. I've read through the FAQ section about this, but this fear is still limiting me and makes me hesitant to be 100% honest on paper.