u/Ok_and_2101

I scored around 617 on 3rd then fall drastically scored around 450s on 21st. This was my first drop. And I thought kuch bhi hojaye aur drop nhi lena. But I really don't wanna do anything else himmat nhi hori ki mbbs jane ka sapna chodhu aur kuch kru. Aur drop lene ki bhi kuch khass himmat nahi h. Pls suggest anything guys?

How’s it even possible? Itna zyda drop?? aisa nhi tha ki kuch nhi pdha ek mahina kiya tha revise mocks bhi diye. And almost everyone who have scored 600+ are Atleast scoring 500+. Idk man i am just depressed. I dont want live like this man. I didn’t know i am this much dumb. Life just took a major turnover. From getting selected (state cutoff) to not even eligible for atleast gov dental college (state-requires around 1.2lakh rank).🙏🏻 everything is over now. Just a loser here :))

How’s it even possible? Itna zyda drop?? aisa nhi tha ki kuch nhi pdha ek mahina kiya tha revise mocks bhi diye. And almost everyone who have scored 600+ are Atleast scoring 500+. Idk man i am just depressed. I dont want live like this man. I didn’t know i am this much dumb. Life just took a major turnover. From getting selected (state cutoff) to not even eligible for atleast gov dental college (state-requires around 1.2lakh rank).🙏🏻 everything is over now. All i do is cry and cry all day .Just a loser here :))

Btao yar. Mere kch khas score nhi aarhe hai i scored 610+ (617) in neet which was enough for thr state cutoff. But before 3 may i was in allen major dlp and we all know their tests were hard. But still i was scoring v less acc to the level. I used to score b/w 400-410 almost 50-60 in phy 100+ in chem 270+ in bio. I atleast wanted to score b/w 480-500 in allen that time so that i can do better in neet Atleast. And fortunately i did okayish ig in neet? But again my marks are lacking behind in mission 30 papers i once scored 585+ and once 550 around and then 3-4 times i scored around 520s and many times 480s while everyone is scoring above 540+ (ppl who got almost similat marks like me in neet ) or some toppers above 600 . So yeah now idk what will happen on 21. I wish wo din mere favour me rhe🥀💔

So I’ve been single since last 3 years and didn’t do anything w a guy in these years. There are many reasons im single i got cheated in my past relationship so i have that fear also i was busy with studies so i ignore guys who ever even tried to approach me. Bcs i was scared. So my past relation ship was very fun like we had very crazy make outs, foreplays basically everything except sex. And idk sometimes i get this crazy feeling maybe due to hormones of making out w someone. But i dont have anyone and ik i cant do this without having a bf. Sometimes i do think about make out w a guy abd get wet a lil (obviously someone ik and i talk to normally and if he looks good). But then i just forget about it! Do u guys feel tha same?

So yeah a small rant. I scored 617 marks on 3rd may. And i was v happy after checking through ans key. And my dad was the happiest person among us all. He always wanted to see me as a dr. And its not only about him but also about me i mean too wanna become a dr. And ik it might not be a great marks for y’all ofcourse but it was enough to a secure a good seat in my state. My dad told me that time to not to tell everyone my marks and wait till results. basically “fake it till u make it” lol. I never scored above 600 in any test either full or part. So yeah it was genuinely a WIN for me until 12 may came. Everything shattered all the hardwork, pain , sleepless nights, test doubts, 12 hours studying. It took me some time to believe that all this is real. And we gotta appear for neet again. Slowly i started studying but its genuinely hard its not at all same as before ,hardly I study 5 hours properly thats it. Mock scroes are going so down. People who scored same as me or less than me on neet, their mock scores are better than me. And everyone is like we are also not studying, then how tf y’all are getting good marks? Ok but the problem is my parents have so much hope ki is bar bhi hpjaega but mai waisa padh nhi parhi . And i cant disappoint my dad man🙏🏻 i just cant he means everything to me😭 i want to do this for him pls help me bhagwan ji😭