u/Old_Lab_2897

genuinely why was i the one blocked when they basically had all their exes still added

everytime i look back on that relationship i just see all the messed up shit. I JUST FIND IT SOOOO FUNNY. because WHAT DO YOU MEANNNN i had to fit into your almost impossible standards while you didnt EVEN TRY for me. rightttt righttt righhtttt. because that makes total sense. because oh! you can talk about your exes ALLLL YOU WANT but i so much metion something that happened with mine and all of a sudden you go quiet??? right rightttt righttt. i’m just glad that the heartbreak went away. like it hurt a lot at first and now i just cant believe i trusted you. thanks for the learning experience!!!!! okay im going tf to bed

edit: i still miss you tho like so fucking much

i was toxic to some,

i was a blessing to others.

some i healed, others i hurt.

silence doesn’t always mean you have nothing to say. it may mean you realize that no matter what you say, it won’t change anything,

but im finally willing to admit that i wasn’t always right.

a quiet glance from down the row,

a spark she’ll never seem to know,

i send a wish without a sound,

and hope somehow it drifts around.

dreams of talking late past night,

under skies brushed soft with light,

with the girl who outshines every star,

and makes the distant feel not far.

(i’m conflicted on how or when to give this to her, any ideas please send help 🙏🏻)