u/Olistu_

People will trow facts straight out the window if it doesn't fit with they're opinions

Why is that?

Just some stuff that's happened to me I guess

I just want to say it I guess vent a little

Im the type of person who doesn't care about someone roasting me cause I've probably heard more hurtful stuff tbh

When I first Started school

I was at like a place before school started it was trash.

It smelled bad I think like old people

The people hired were awful often playing 18+ games on the job (like assassin's Creed or GTA) barely closing the door so the people who were all 6 including me could just see that

It was so bad some of us tried to plot how to get keys to escape

One day i had enough and hid. I hid in a place were a lot of others played and was just sitting in there

The staff were so ass the didn't even look good enough called my parents the police ended up being called cause i was "missing" cause those dumbases couldn't find me

That daycare thing later closed obviously

Then I got to school

The first 4 years were trash

I don't remember much

I didn't learn anything spending a whole summer learning at home with my father cause I was so far behind everyone else

A kid stepped on my with his boots was removed from the school moved to a special needs school he wasn't well

We were at the max we had 24 students sometimes only one teacher

I used to plan escape routes so the others wouldn't catch me

And I think they beat me up. Though I'm not sure what I just said was only what my parents told me. Cause it isn't a memory weirdly enough even though it happened often

I remember they had a group were the more evil you acted the higher your status. I'm not joking

I remember I used to for like half a year punch myself on the head so I would be Tough and could take a beating and so I wasn't weak anymore

At home I used to be active I was the top 3 fastest sometimes the fastest in my class

But over the 4 years I got fatter because I ate and watched youtube as an escape from reality

Tbh I don't remember much from those 4 year's

After 4 years I got into a special needs school

I still had no friends

But then I got a good friend m he's still one of my best friends actually my best friend

But I went to class with someone

For a whole week after they started I was nothing but nice to them then I turned my back and they decided to punch me in the head

There was 1 girl seriously a phycopath

She once trew a pair of scissors into the ground and it stuck idk it was not concrete it was smooth ground

She also tried to hit me with a baseball bat

And when I locked myself in the bathroom she tried kicking it down

I had a teacher who once to my hand behind my back laying me down and twisting my hand painfully

I didn't think it was that bad but when I told the school

He didn't come back after the summer

He was the only bad teacher I've ever had all others have been great

Then after 3 years I had to move

So then new school

This was a normal school

My classmates were idiots

2 girls the type to make TikTok dances and expect you to move out the way because they were so much more important

Rest were also idiots

One dude who thought he was tough also

Because it went so badly during recces

They gave me a room

Just a mattress and a window nothing else

And every recces I just had to wait sitting in a room alone

I had no friends (I had m but he's not the type to talk much on the phone or play games much)

So I just sat alone

Also yh I wanted to kill myself but was to scared to do it

It got to the point were i was scared of holding knifes because what if I just stabbed myself in the neck

And that Tough guy after school ended he punched me in the shoulder

Then a few days later I trew a shoe away from him it wasn't his shoe

So he proceeded to try to kick me so I grabbed his leg and made him fall

He did it again so I took him down in a choke hold (obviously didn't even apply any pressure)

And punched him a lot

They other students had to pull him off

Then had the audacity to say he won the fight

They were all assholes

Then new school this time it was a special needs school

It was a class of 5 graders to 9 grade idk why

But it was ok only light bullying

Then switched classes it was like 3 grade to 9 grade

It was ok light bullying I had friends not really friends but we made a bunch of fun games we played

Then i moved up

It was now like 6 grade to 10 grade

It was really trash

They were assholes who kept thinking I had a crush on people just because I was kind

And they asked me weird questions but I answered honestly

About a lot of personal stuff like really personal and nsfw

But I always answered honestly

One dude e type of person to treaten people

I once trew a tomato at L (another classmate) so e walked me down I tripped over some chairs I think he kicked me

For that whole year a lot of it I was suasidle

I remember now this was when I was scared of holding a knife

But I survived

Next school year same class few people joined

I got 2 friends

E wasnt there it was perfect I was so happy

Then e joined again his college didn't go well

Him and a girl L not same L

She asked me something I said none of your business

I walked into a room to relax

She walked in with e and say if she ever saw me alone she would punch me

E also threatened me

Later

I was talking to D he's another classmate his whole personality is bassicly he watches anime

He said hed go to bed at 21.00 ( 9 a clock) on a weekend

I said his sleep time was trash

We got into an argument over that over discord

Ended with him sending a SS of my friend A saying he didn't want to be friends anymore with me and D replied "Good"

A never told me this

But I still have a friend and school is still ok

This was a long rant tbh have a nice day

10 push-ups (down I show when) and every time I do it it's 10 more pushups

3 min wall sit everytime I do it 30 more sec and on flat ground calf raises 50 and plus 10 everytime I do it

Every third day plank for 1 and a half min 10 sec each time

Pushups day 1

Legs day 2

Pushups day 3 + plank

Legs day 4

Pushups day 5

Legs + plank day 6

So on

Is this good?

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Mild asd

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Go to a special needs school

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so i was arguing with someone from my class

and they just pulled up a ss of my friend A saying he wasnt friends with me anymore 8 days ago

A never told me

he just unfriended me.

we still talked in school and stuff

i just... idk

when my friend was coming out about being _____ i was there and when he talked about wanting to kill himself i was there to say he was amazing

the least he could have done is told me he didnt want to be friends

So I was at school today

New windows so they were working were I have my stuff

I had to walk in and check something then walk out

This girl kept saying you can't go in there

Other dude named E said it was dangourse beacouse if fumes

The dude working with the windows didn't have safety glasses nor something for air

So I just walked out and when they kept talking I said

"Mind your Own Business"

Overreation yh I said something stupid

I walk into the next room

A few people also there

I sit with my pc

Then the girl and E walk in

She says if she ever saw me alone she would punch me

And E said he hopped that I died

I'm really tired of being threatened every day

So it was deff avg person form

But only in my arms though

Hands forward elbows outward

Down until almost touching chest then up

Rest of body bassicly perfect for a beginner

But over an hour I did 100 pushups

I'm extremely tired in my arms now but happy

Around 2 weeks ago I started training a little

Not much

Then 6 days ago I tried were I did 30 push-ups max not in a row just in like an evening

Then 3 days ago I got 60 pushups around the same difficulty and tiredness as today

Today 100 pushups but more tired than when I did 60

Pretty happy

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Il try to answer the best I can lol

Also vents are welcome as well

People say be kind And people will be kind to you

That's bullshit

Plain and simple

But kindess goes a long way

If you were to die now would you feel you had made a positive impact

For me if I had to die now I know I've helped a lot of people

That's why I love myself

I'm not the Smartest strongest or even kindest

But I Know I'm good enough

So to anyone seeing this try being kind

Itl make a positive impact and you might feel better about yourself

Im not perfect but i try and thats the most important thing

And to anyone reading this. Hi im sure your a great person even if you may not think so.

Have a nice day you deserve it

Why do some people just have easier with this stuff

My friend can do fifty pushups can hold l sits can do pull ups can climb trees

His diet snacks cola and food (fast food or real food mostly real food)

He says he doesnt train or go to the gym (i think hes lying)

Secound question

When i try to do pushups my body wants my head to go up and go up in a different way why is that?

Also yes i know im out of shape fat and not strong i know

I kinda just wanted to ask these questions