r/2ndSafeSpaceOfHazbin

There’s something wrong with me no wait everything everything is GOING WRONG

Life’s just fucking shitty I don’t have that many great friends im jealous of my friends who are all in healthy relationships im fucking depressed I’ve tried to commit many times but Im too much of a coward I’m the funny friend so I fall in that archetype I got a shitty toxic family life’s just really hard in general schools a huge bitch teachers favoritise too much the school does a lot of nepotism and favoritism which pisses me off I’m fairly popular I guess but not that much. I lost my best friend (not dead) him and I barely talk anymore and it’s just so sad I haven’t seen him in 11 months we talk on insta in the same school and all he’s in my bus I’m no longer in the bus since 11 months cuz money problems we barely talk like we used to I try to be as active as possible I spend all my free time doing homework so I can talk to him but I have to do it secretly cuz my mom can’t find out. my sister gets pissy when I need her phone to talk ti him. I’m in a group with all the popular kids in school and they hate me and they say I have too much attitude, my humor pisses them off apparently while they joke about epstein, Diddy etc and when I join in they get mad I stay because my best friends are in that group. I’m a third wheel in my bffs’s relationships and that makes me cry too because why me. Ive always wished to be successful but school is so hard and getting voice acting opportunities is so difficult and most are 18+ and I’m not. I wish life was how it was before I’m adapting and flexible but life’s been so hard I’ve been having a lot of stomach issues prob cuz of my depression anythign I eat I just vomit so my mom’ been giving me soup and like yoghurt with rice (she cares abt me a lot but sometimes too much) yesterday I found out I got PMOS even though Im very healthy and I’m underweight apparently my strict diets that I set for myself backfired on me. I got sexually harassed online four or five times and when my friends asked me to talk about it they made gagging/vomiting noises even tho I said none of the bad parts. everything is just going up and downhill at the same time.

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Mental health check in

If you have anything to vent about just comment

Don't think is this good enough to vent

Just comment okay

Il reply in max 24 hours

Gonna go to sleep now prob

But feel free to vent

I hope everyone is doing well. I sadly know that isn't the case

But I hope I can help as many people as possible

u/Olistu_ — 3 days ago

I,m very tired emotionally

what does it mean when someone stares at you for a long time most days and butting into your conversations aswell and holds you accountable and their have a long history of talking about me and has stopped when i stopped walking when he was right behind me and only butts in when teachers are around he also knows i like him. Like he talk to me when he’s butting into my convos witch he does most of the time .

And when I was in the classroom he goes because i was talking to a teacher in there when I first entered and then I was standing there eating ice cream . He stood there stared at me and then groaned and hid behind the whiteboard.

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u/StandardAmazing2139 — 3 days ago

I really need some advice

I’m feeling horrible right now I just confessed my feelings to my friend and he said that he did not feel the same for me. That’s all OK, but he said the only way that he would date me if I have heavily drugged him if you like that’s a really rude thing to say and I feel really awful

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u/Melodic-Package1897 — 3 days ago

Shit…..I think I might actually be bipolar. The last few months have been mountains and valleys of highs and lows for me. Today is a deep low, and I just feel so lonely and depressed. My life is going nowhere financially, romantically or emotionally. I want to just hit my head against the wall

I have almost no friends at all (just one), and the longest in 20 years I’ve ever been seeing a woman is less than 4 months, in the span of 2 dates. My money just keeps trickling through my fingers no matter how I scrounge and save, and my ideal career just keeps slipping further away into a pipe dream. Ive been walking into a forest away from town recently just so I can scream at the top of my lungs and cry my eyes out. If anybody here cares about their fellow Hazbin fans, please help a brother out here, I’m so lost and hurt

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u/ManagementVisible496 — 4 days ago

Because of recent bullshit over 2 minute long Chaz song, I'm muting Helluva Boss and R/hazbin...

Just massive toxicity and criticism that's just unnecessary....i cannot handle it. I already have problems with my parents criticizing me too much. I don't want to be reminded of that bullshit

These subs and Hazbin Hotel sub were my comfort subs. I enjoyed posting there stuff, my XenoVerse 2 Hellaverse Cacs....But now....it revealed how sensitive fans are...

They bash other people for liking Chaz song, being too overprotective when someone tells them to move on, complaining way too much it wasn't Verosika....I get the complaints, but it's too much or way too toxic.

I'm just gonna mute them for a while before they calm down. Cause jesus fucking Christ

u/Crazy_Reputation3327 — 5 days ago

Just want to address one thing from my post the other day. I still love Emily

Those assholes haven't caused me to hate her. I wouldn't switch up on my goat like that.

u/Moist_Ad_4159 — 4 days ago

My friend yelled me when she asked for my opinion

She asked for my opinion then got pissy and started yelling at me like I’m sorry but I’m not gonna lie to you just to make you feel better I think I should be honest about it .

And they she told me is a joke team after the fact like you could have told me before that not the first time she yelled at me.😭

u/StandardAmazing2139 — 5 days ago

What the hell? I don't even know how to react. (Read body text)

(Warning big rant, I was angry while typing this)

So for context: I recently lost a friend at college and he's left to go hang out with these other kids in our class who I really don't like (For the record, their leader hates me for my admiration for Emily from Hazbin Hotel, it got to the point where I had to reluctantly distance myself from her and switch to Mina Ashido from My Hero Academia instead, the result was no different) and recently, I was watching one of my ex friend's youtube videos (He has a channel) and he put a few screenshots from his discord in the video, and in one of them. HIM AND THOSE OTHER KIDS HAVE A PICTURE OF ME AS THEIR DISCORD SERVER PFP. I ACTUALLY FEEL UNCOMFORTBLE WITH HOW THEY GOT IT BECAUSE I DON'T REMEBER SENDING ANY IMAGES OF MYSELF TO HIM OR THEM. I GENUINELY THINK THEY HAVE SOME WEIRD OBSESSION WITH ME AND I DON'T LIKE IT.

u/Moist_Ad_4159 — 6 days ago

I got called a freak for liking Hazbin

It's so funny people hate the show so much that they deliberately go out of their way to privately message you and be rude. It's rather funny, though I honestly wonder what triggers someone to do this.

I just make OC content, why are you so angry💀

u/Useful_Potato_3150 — 8 days ago

How tf do I go about being a trans man if I am in an unsupportive household, and can’t express myself

(pic unrelated, I just adore death note)

ok so long story short, came out at 12, parents called it a dangerous trend and had a talk with me and that was it, ”animals don’t feel gender dysphoria. being gay is valid because it happens in nature” blamed the gender dysphoria on adhd and that was that. I believed it.

years later, I still feel the same way, dont want to be perceived as a woman, and it’s stressing me out man :( I’ve been feeling nonstop dysphoria for years, I can’t get my hair short, though my face is sort of gender neutral, mainly because my eyebags counter my long lashes and my lips are too cracked to look pink, but that’s it. My hair is really pretty and fluffy, but I can’t really style it correctly. my chest is big, thighs are prominent, and I have no way to cover them, and look more gender neutral/male, does anyone have tips? 🥺

im already super insecure about my body too. I’m under a hundred pounds, at a permanent height of 5’0 and I have trouble remembering to eat

spoiler tag added in case this is triggering!! Someone please please help, I’m just scared I won’t be able to express myself correctly

u/Expensive-Zombie518 — 7 days ago

I just got accused of something?

Green is me. Red is the other guy.

I have no idea who this guy is he just commented under a piece of art I did of my oc, Raya. Idk what the fuck I'm supposed to do here.

u/Bakubae_Itsuki-Haru — 8 days ago