u/East-Sound9480

(didnt know what to put for a flair I tried my best)

I'm very grateful to CaseOh. He's my favorite streamer/video creator and is also my comfort streamer. I love Kitty and I love how much of a goofy and fun guy Case is. Sitting down and watching his stuff can really help me unwind after a rough day/week. I literally dont know why but also his raging seems to calm me down and make me feel better. I think it helps me be able to get a good laugh in.
I feel bad whenever he gets bullied and I hope it doesnt bother him too much. I always love his content and he's inspired me to try and pick back up a lot of games.

W CaseOh, he's absolutely goated. I'm eternally thankful to him and I hope he can live a good and happy life.

I'm a system, and someone I consider myself very close to and I like to call them family, is also a system. Lately though there's been some struggles.... Awhile back some really nasty things happened to them, and obviously I was worried so I sat there offering support. They told me how they're really mentally struggling to be fine for everyone, I told them to try not to be too hard on themself and that they dont need to be mentally perfect around me. Usually for the two of us talking about simple normal and easy things can help when one or the both of us are having a rough time, so of course I was doing that for them. Things seemed to be doing just fine. I had their back and we chatted about things. One afternoon I got a text from one of their persecutors saying they'll respond to my messages later. I know they have problems with this persecutor but I try my best to be friendly and supportive to them, after all they're still someone I consider family. Knowing the persecutor's nature I chose my reply back to be gentle, and it was a simple reply of dont worry about it, take all the time you need.
A couple days pass and there was silence. I didnt write anything new back. But then I got a bit worried maybe they thought my slience was neglection, so I wrote to them saying that I feel like they need some time away from everything, and I want to respect that; respect them. That my silence isnt me neglecting them, it's me caring and being patient, and that I dont want them to reply back to me until they're ready.
That day was silent, but the next night, which was yesterday night, I got a text from another persecutor, this one I dont have the most brightest history with unfortunately. They didnt like something I said yesterday in an online space, which all I said was stating my opinion on something I'm sensitive about, and they know I'm sensitive about. And when I say sensitive I mean its a really bad trigger for me. They also changed things like their bio to basically "leave me alone", and now I'm starting to spiral.
What happened to them? What are they hiding from me? Did I somehow fuck everything over by making a tiny expression of my opinion on something that they know was me expressing my feelings on a topic that's triggering to me?? I wasn't even directly saying it to them I was just agreeing with someone else....
I want my friend to be okay but I'm in panic mode. I feel like for whatever reason they might be shutting me out.... I have a lot of heavy friendship trauma throughout my life of being lied to, abandonment and neglect, and so much worse.... The ptsd may be effecting my reactions right now but I'm scared and I dont know what to do..... I'd really appriciate someone to help me understand what might actually be going on or what I should do, it'd mean a lot to me.

I am a persecutor in my system and an issue has been starting to come up that's making me irritated. It was discovered I'd say it was a month ago, that the host's worst trigger can and will bring me out. Whenever I see host in mental agony, I get in a mood. I dont think anyone should be allowed to hurt them but me. (Before you judge, the host is a strange alter and likes being hurt by what they love most, for whatever weird reason they have.)

Continuously, on avarage of once every week since discovering the trigger brings me out, someone would bring that trigger upon host, I would get lured out, and then I have to sit down and get host to calm the heck down, and maybe deal with who caused the trigger myself.

Today was the last straw. We woke up damn early, not even 1 hour passes and guess what happens. I wasn't having any of it. I didnt hesitate, I delt with the problem the very second I was front, and in a way that I should hope its the last time I need to; I doubt it will be though. But I should have made that trigger be less likely to happen now.

I'm sick of that trigger happening, I'm sick of the damage it causes.
How do any of you deal with triggers that are dangerously bad?

also kinda a fitting song for Nightmare to sing anyways? XD

One of my worst triggers had just ended up happening and I mentally and physically feel extremely off right now, to a point its starting to scare me because when I get to this level of reaction its really bad. I dont feel comfortable saying what the trigger was, but right now my chest feels tight and in pain, my breathing is difficult, my brain is full of all these emotions and signals and its sending me into a panic, my heartbeat is rapid, I feel massively sick to my stomach, and more. This kind of trigger is extremely sensitive to me and ties deeply into my behaviour and who I am as an alter. I want to talk to the person who I have a high feeling would be able to calm me down from this but I cant seem to be able to reach them right now.... Please I need help on what I can do in the meantime; normally I can handle triggers but this one is effecting me on a level so bad right now I'm in such a high panic and I don't know how to get myself calmed to a point I can function at least relatively normal again

i just got into a massive fight with my best most closest friend, we've both been having a hard time in life and i was triggered by things and wasnt thinking when i thought they were calling my sexuality something it wasnt, so i lashed out yelling that they were wrong and i dont believe them and how should i trust them when they've gotten things like my medication side effects wrong before, and then they said that maybe we should stop being friends....

im terrified, they always said they were gonna be with me forever... i thought they were gonna be the first person that didnt turn that into a lie... things arent over yet it seems... it looks like a small break is happening but im terrified and being flodded with bad thoughts and ptsd... i understand we're both going through hard things right now but im scared thats whats gonna make the downfall happen, and whats happened has already set the path that im gonna lose the person who i considered most important to me....

im so terrified... what do i do- how do i fix this before its too late!?