u/BetterTourist8994

I try to make my friends happy, I try to understand they're point of view, I truly do try, but everyone makes it impossible, and it doesn't help that I'm like 99 percent sure everyone hates me now and doesn't wanna hang out with me anymore, and I never knew that someone could be so alone yet so overwhelmed, so sad yet so angry, so excited about the future yet so terrified, nothing in my life is a straight forward answer, and I'm so tired of people telling me "have you tried being a better person" and shit like that, like did they even try to think why I'm like the way that I am? You know, MAYBE there's a reason I don't talk about my personal life, MAYBE there's a reason I always act rude to people that get a little too close to me

(I know the edit is horrible)

I'm sorry guys, I don't know what hap- ARF ARF ARF

99 percent sure someone posted this before, but i just want to say it

I remember them releasing some of the og skins last June, but i couldn't remember if it was just the season 0 stuff or if it was just old skins in general

I don't really want to go into detail but I'm just tired of being stuck in the same cycles over and over again, it always starts by me hating who I am right now and wanting to better myself, and it starts off easy, but as time goes on, I let one slip up happen and BAM I'm back to being lazy for a week and then after said week is done I repeat the cycle over and over again, I just want to change, is that too much to ask?