I’ve been crying every day
I’ve been crying on my way to work every day since RTO. It all just feels AWFUL. I’m snapping at my kid and partner, I’m forgetting things, my sleep is awful, and my heart is SO SAD.
I’m trying to make the best of it but this feels so cruel and awful, my moral is in the dumpster. I really value what I do (wildfires!) and think it’s important for the state but I don’t feel valued at all. I feel tormented. I’m so sad for the people of CA losing so much work for us because of the depression.
It’s not just me either, my whole floor seems miserable and hallow eyed.