u/Only_Sherbet_4229

I am expected my second child and my other kid will be 2.5 by then. I did not plan this pregnancy with my husband and just found out I am pregnant. I am feeling such a huge range of emotions but my biggest one being sadness for my almost 2 year old and anxiety on how I will do this, and will my marriage survive. I am the only one that puts my 2.5 to sleep, we have a really good schedule ect and she still needs me a lot. Yes, I am still breastfeeding. I also have no village it’s just me and my husband. I don’t trust my family enough to leave her with them. I have anxiety about leaving her with my parents because they actively try to cross boundaries when I’m there and just can’t be trusted.

Any advice or realness is appreciated