How do you deal with losing your sense of ownership and identity as a developer/scientist?
I work as a scientific software developer. Over the past six months, I don't think I've written a single line of code. I mostly review Claude generated code and, once it works, I approve it, merge it, and move on.
I see at least two problems with this.
First, I don't feel like I own the code or the methods anymore. I still have a broad overview of the whole system, but I can't really explain what happens in the details. During my PhD, I used to understand and own practically every line of code I wrote. In a sense, that gave me a lot of trust in myself and confidence in my work. Now, I can say, "It works," but I don't have that same level of confidence. Not even close.
Second, I feel like I've lost part of my identity. I used to genuinely enjoy coding and thought of myself as a programmer. Now I'm not really programming anymore, and I don't know what that makes me.
That also worries me from a career perspective. If I had to apply for a new job tomorrow, what skill do I actually have to offer?
I'm sure that I am not the only one with these feelings. How do you deal with this?