i can’t cry or laugh
well, i can laugh, i just essentially have to have the thought in my head along the lines of “oh i should laugh” or smth like that
i literally cant cry. unless i am in the worst headspace of my life for weeks on end i can’t cry, even then, its maybe 5 minutes.
every time i do cry i just yawn and it stops it (apparently a flight or fight thing?)
the only time i can do these easily is either the day after getting drnk or the day after an all nighter.
i do have diagnosed depression but im essentially asymptomatic, i know what my patterns are, ect, and i’m doing well and have worked through it. idk if its a side effect but
i feel broken bro