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I don’t truly feel like eating, as if my body doesn’t need food at all, no signs of hunger, no aunts od cravings… food seems unappetizing

I am quite stressed… and I don’t know really well what to do… I’ve applied to many jobs. I graduated in March but I’ve been applying since nov and February and March and April, nothing

I don’t know what to do. I just graduated from a master in interaction design, but I cannot find a job, anything at all, in Italy. I am becoming very stressed. I graduated in March 26, but no jobs so far, it’s eating me up. I have to leave the apartment soon.

Would it be better to apply for the orientation year in Netherlands? (i can stay with a friend there). Or would it be better to find a job as a waitress in Italy instead?

I am currently experiencing deep depression.

And I don’t know why. Sometimes it comes, sometimes it goes, but it persists. I am hypersensitive constantly, and I cry everyday. I feel pessimistic about life. Everyday is a day of emotional pain, emptiness… sometimes I don’t even realize that I am feeling low, it’s so automatic…. I’m on antidepressants now, recently. Psychological therapy hasn’t worked. My nihilism is a solid gray stone. I feel constant emotional pain in my chest. I feel as if the universe abandoned me . I know I think like that because I am not okay, I know everything feels bad because I am not okay. I am not that calm, chill person everyone thinks I am. I see life through the lenses of emotional pain every day.
Everything hurts and I don’t know why, but it hurts everyday of my life.

I am done with UX/UI, and I have decided to give an opportunity to job dev. I know the basics html, css, react, php, sql.. git. But im bit a pro.. planning on starting a specialized master? But is this all worth it with AI?