
u/OroBlancoMelogold

What are the next options for help when I can’t do it by myself?
I’ve been trying to quit for years. I never make it more than a month or so. I cannot do it by myself, on this last round I’ve been hiding it from my SO because they’re sick of me being high and the support for quitting turned into ultimatums (they really do want me to be better and I’ve broken a lot of promises).
I can’t even make it half a day at this last relapse period. I’m smoking at work all day in an effort to hide it when I’ve never smoked at work before.
Summoned a flock of blue jays with this slash
Greymane Grandpa (base game)
Northern fighters plate helm
Unyielding warriors plate armor
Hungering Fang Leather cloak
Great thief’s gloves
Odecks protector plate boots
Kuku flame spear
Hound (big sword)
My Grey Mane look
Alpha wolf helm
Unyielding warriors plate
Unyielding warriors cloak
Plate gloves of the fallen kingdom
Chelcia plate boots
Bringer of balance main weapon
Demeniss royal guard shield
Grey wolf named grey mane
I am the Stag Lord
Full set of the fallen kingdom gear except for the Dark ringleaders cloth cloak
Mainly use bringer of balance as my primary
Demeniss royal guard shield