u/Other-Stretch2090

PLEASE read with caution!!!! i unfortunately don't really know what kinda warning to put on this im so sorry

i been diagnosed with severe gp for a while now. it's gotta worse and worse somehow. i recently found out im delayed with liquids too which i already kinda knew

i would like to start by saying i do NOT purge or make myself sick!!! i never have and never will. i lowkey never weight myself it has nothing to do with body imagine. i also do not count calories or anything i have no idea what i actually can consume in a day calories wise

over time i started restricting food it started as just not eating anything after 6pm due to symptoms ( i wake up from a sleep nausea EVERY single morning) but that definitely turned into way more. slowly over the last few months whenever i eat i feel SO sick and im in so much pain like 7/10 just from a simple bite of a safe food. i don't even know what is safe anymore i broke down the other day over being asked what i can eat ahah. latley i straight up been lying to everyone around me about eating. there is many days i don't eat solids bc of symptoms. i DO eat!! i would like to be so clear about that!! i know not eating will make me sick i literally will force feed myself and sit crying for hours on end losing sleep due to pain but i need to eat yk

idk if this even makes sense im so exhausted im
on a vacation but this has been on my mind for so long i been thinking about making a post like this for so long cuz i don't even know what's going on but im to scared to tell my doctor bc what if he thinks it is just a eating disorder?? idk guys tell me 😭😭😭

i see dr parkman!!! i actually found him thanks to
you guys!! he's like the only doctor who's actually taken me seriously and the questions i been asked are so much more detailed then any other doctor i EVER seen!!!!! during my first appointment he asked if i wanted be to apart of the study so i'm vv curious if anyone else here is apart of it too

i will say i do think i finally have a good team!!! im actually apart of a research study now!!!!!!! i had a repeat ges except it was a 6 hour one instead of 4 i still have really severe delay ment BUT it did get better??? i had 85% at 4 hours last year and i had that at 2 hours this time and 68% at 4 hours i had botox done which did help me!!! but my insurance won't cover g poem they are gonna try again for it then try for pyloroplasty and then if the surgery fails ill be getting the stimulator :/ i already signed all the paper work for the stimulator n everything

i currently live off nausea meds i been trough EVERYTHING!!!! im currently on a sancuso patch + aprepitant which my insurance will only cover 6 pills in 21 days..... but it dose help!! i feel like i do have a soild plan in place now i been so stuck for the past 2 years with being so sick i finally have some hope 😭😭

a new doctor i'm seeing just orderd this and im so curious cuz i kinda cant find anything about it!!! i have done a 4 hour ges it showed severe gp i had it over a year ago tho so he wanted to do this one!