u/Otherwise_Silver_867

En tant que fan de Buffy j'ai été très touché par l'histoire de Bloody Board et de sa créatrice, je trouve ça bien que Feldup montre aussi des histoires où l'horreur n'est pas le paranormal ou une super oeuvre de fiction, mais juste la cruauté des autres sur internet.

Tant qu'à faire je voudrais aussi ajouter une précision que mes fellow fans de Buffy auront noté :

Le personnage que joue James Masters est le vampire Spike, dont l'un des surnoms est "William the Bloody", d'où le nom de Bloody Board !

So for context i'm AMAB and consider myself non binary/fluid, and present, depending on the day as "masculine" even though i'm not really masculine anyway (edit : i present as a slightly feminine boy most of the time) , or as feminine leaning androgynous.

I recently started dressing up more feminine, like more than just androgynous, and i'm lucky to have a pretty feminine face, plus i have worn my hair long for a long time before being NB, so with only eyeliner and a fem top i can kinda pass, but since it's summer, i wanted to wear crop tops and stuff like that. I mostly wear basic oversized t-shirts/colored shirts on a daily basis, so i never really noticed my lower stomach, but now that i started showing it, i'm getting big dysphoria from it. I'm pretty thin overall but it just makes me feel like it shouldn't be there... I dont know how to feel anymore..

Quick edit : Of course, i am very aware of the bias i am subject to. It's just how i feel, that my stomach should be flat in order to look feminine. Not saying it's right or logical. Actually, i even find it perfectly normal and even pretty cute for anyone feminine (or anyone actually) to have a non-flat lower stomach, it's just me here... 😅