u/OurComradee

The title is self explanatory.
And because of that I feel I subconsciously start portraying that too making others think and treat me that way too. And I keep self sabotaging when things are going ok. I feel like I am gonna mess it up or the other person is gonna get bored or think low of me and leave.

It’s very exhausting and I overthink anything they do and somehow make it a negative thing about me.

And I speak negatively about myself in my mind later looking back.

I really wanna get rid of all of this.

Can I leave the airport and visit the country?