u/Outrageous_Paper208

i geneuinely cant find it in me to care about the people or things around me, even myself. i try to change but it never gets anywhere because i just stop caring after a day or two. the only thing i discovered that i care about are attention (for which ive started working out). i find myself more and more just reacting to whats around me like a robot and passing the time away. i smile when it feels like im supposed to smile i laugh when it feels like im supposed to laugh and i find it increasingly difficult to pretend to care when i dont.