u/Outside-Network-6730

Yesterday I received a return offer from a pretty well known company for another internship next summer. However, the deadline for this is October 1st which is also the date of my school’s career fair. I’m not exactly passionate about the field the internship is in and am considering other paths in ME since this is more CE. Should I accept this offer to have a guaranteed internship for next summer or take a leap of faith and say no as to not burn that bridge if I can’t score a job post-grad? I enjoyed this summer’s internship and would have a career in this field but I also believed I could find something I enjoy more.

After fall of my freshman year of college, I (F20) haven't felt happy in general and I want to change that. I always thought I would "find my people" and become so much happier but I feel as if I resent everyone around me regardless and have become more and more of a hater.

I know this is an issue with myself and have realized that improving my self worth is key when it comes to solving this issue. If I can't be happy with myself then how am I supposed to be happy with other people? However, I genuinely do not know where to start as every single thing I know I WANT to pursue is just so daunting.

I would say I am fortunately pretty successful in terms of school and in the pursuit of my career but have had a severe lack of hobbies. I want to work out and improve myself physically but the gym and movement is just so exhausting. I love singing and want to write songs but the thought of learning a new instrument or writing music sounds like so much work. I want to get more into fashion and makeup as well but the thought of putting effort into improving my style sounds like too much work.

Additionally, this summer is my first summer with an internship and its long hours have also wrecked my motivation since I am always so tired. I know part of the issue is being lazy as I truly do have the desire to change but I never am able to make myself commit to anything.

There is a lot more I want to add to this but at the end of the day it is all just more excuses as to why I have not started anything yet. What should I do to finally make myself commit and improve?

I recently purchased something and it unfortunately did not have the quality that was shown in the listing so I asked for a refund. The seller stated they would give me a refund upon proof that I destroy the product. I understand why they would require this but I am in no way looking to gain profit from reselling this and feel incredibly wasteful destroying it. Would I be wrong to just open a case to receive a refund rather than destroying it?