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So i recently started supernatural, binged like 10 seasons, noticed the gayness, acknowledged the gayness. Now I'm waiting for my invitation from Ao3 to start writing and contributing to the small collection of 100k fics (good times, well fed yum)

I JUST NEED SOMEONE TO GIVE ME LIKE A GREEN LIGHT, cz my mind is saying stuff like "no one is gonna read it cz the fandom's probably dead" and I need to trick myself into writing anyways. I just need motivation so please just help me out

So hello everyone!! I recently started supernatural cz i got a big break from everything. I binged watched 9 seasons in 3 weeks (literally)

I'm currently on season 9 and I have a couple things to say, first of all I am a huggggge Dean fan and i always tend to be biased towards whatever he does which is exactly why I need some outer perspective on this.

I have seen some discourse on dean letting an angel take over sam without his consent and that sucks but didn't sam say he wants to live just a couple episodes back? I find this more of a writing mess up rather than a character mess up i don't really understand.. why would sam convince himself to die 🤔🤔 the bobby in his mind is probably his suicidal tendencies over powering his other brainy parts idk bruh

Then the "why didn't he look for dean during purgatory" that was also a writing mess up for me because sam is a research nerd, even if he did leave I feel like he would still try to find something even if he doesn't act on it, then again i don't really blame the dude IF he were in different circumstances like angels gone, devils gone, everyone is okay, world normal but my guy nothing was safe and okay- why would you stop in middle of the war and take a vacay. It makes no sense knowing how kind he is and how much he wants to help people.

Uh back to the topic, I didn't really understand why it was wrong for dean to let the angel take control. I actually liked that okay Deans messing up for once instead of ( dean: don't do this, random: idc, boom consequences)

I miss benny. I love benny.

Also I'm on episode number 13 of season 9 and they're in their break up phase again for the millionth time.

"We are not brothers anymore" lmao pack it up sunshines

I need family angst, this is the most non functional functional family I have seen and I love them. One thing I find really impressive and downright repulsive is supernatural's ability to solve family issues in just one episode, sometimes it's nice but when it's interesting like Dean being dead inside or sam getting called a freak. The only one incident which was dragged till now was the Amy arc for 3-4 episodes!! I was shocked haha. It's either stopping too early or stopping too late. Both piss me offffff.

I NEEEDED MORE GOD CASTIEL he was hot

Overall I don't really mind, but I don't really understand the hate towards any characters in any arc, I was mentally prepared to hate dean and sam in this season but tbh I don't really see why. I think it's pretty normal if normal comes with a long list of trauma that shape your frontal lobe. It's.. good enough :D

Now lemme go write about how much i love garth and crowly and jody and all the fucking pretty women THEY KILLED OFF!!!!!!!! UGH I NEED HOT LADIES NOT SWEATY ASS MEN. WHERE'S CHARLIE.

Uh thank you for letting me rant, I am just born and I need to vomit all of this excitement hopefully some supernatural fans are still active haha

Hi everyone, i recently passed from cbse board 12th (65% PCB) I'm taking a drop year and it's been my goal to get into research and become a scientist. I am very lost on what I should do and where I should begin. I am ready to focus and give it my all, need guidance.

Some things about me:

- i have never studied via coaching/online classes. I have always self studied

- I go procrastinate but if I set a goal i complete it

My question in a nutshell:

- what sources should I follow and what books are good?

The books i currently have:-

(BIOLOGY)

•ncert Finger tips biology mtg 11-12th combined

•pradeep biology vol 1 and 2

•ncert exemplar

(CHEMISTRY)

•ncert fingertips mtg 11-12th combined

•ncert exemplar

(PHYSICS)

•pradeep fundamental physics vol 1 and 2

• neet objective physics dc pandey vol 1 and 2

•hc verma part 1 and 2

•ncert exemplar

And lastly all ncert books.

I know nest level is higher than neet, but my father brought the neet books anyways and I don't mind it because they sorta helped me. I want to focus completely and try to not make any errors.

Please do suggest what I should do?

Do leave some suggestions!