u/Own-Emphasis-4366

We all know her mostly one of the first "famous" content cr

creator on yt but whats with people trying sooo hard to copy her cringe confrontation Edit i didn't realize how many followers this person has so I feel like its ok to drop the account its Mal rased by a teen or now it stormed she is 100% faking for clout and not very smart in how she is doing it because she is literally posting proof she is 100% fine lol and pill flexing over the counter medication lol confrontation content. Especially teens. And I have seen this one account blow up (she is very underage so not gona say who but if you know you know) she got a puppy with hip problems and aggression issues and put her in uncomfortable situations for clout. And some how exploded after that one video with the creepy man. Well now she and others alike are all the sudden disabled and needs a service dog so now her suppressed high drive dog is a service dog in a country that only recognizes gide dogs(yet she herself fake spots lol) but it came under fire that she literally isn't disabled like at all. So she gets every test under the sun to find something wrong with her (shocker she is healthy) and her "disability" is a common among her age and something that gets grown out of. She takes footage from the appointments to pretend she is sick although makes the mistake to literally show the results (they are normal) for clout. This comes to my question as to why tf teens want to pretend to be disabled to get a service dog why on earth are service dogs a trend now. This is coming from someone who was a teen handler who had a service dog accompanying me to school. It wasn't a trend back then and I was bullied hard for it. I think this needs addressing Especially on Instagram. Its not a trend not fun and shouldn't be used for content. One day we wont be alowed service dogs if this continues and thats what scares me. They will just do away with them. And it wont be socially exepted to have one

Like im genuinely shocked as to how she blew up so quick, her content isn't much different from everyone else's and she handles her dog very questionable. Most of her posts are now clout chasing about her new found medical problem she has been milking to justify making storm a "service dog" im not saying she is faking or anything but like come on lol its a bit strange. But my point is its the exact same as everyone else. Kinda crazy lol not to mention teaching storm bite work while she is gone but also making her a service dog is wild and dangerous. When she has so many holes in her handling skills (not necessarily storms training) i can forsee an accident in the future 😬

It has been a month ish since the incident I feel like I need to share because I feel like im struggling to cope with what I did to myself and maybe this will be a warning to someone about to go through a similar situation.

I have been dealing with alot and had a rough year last year that caused me to resort back to sh. I thought it wasn't that big of a deal. I have never did bad damage just scratches and it helped me calm down and put myself together to figure shit out. Well things started to build and get more and more hard to cope. The week before it happened I told my bf I was suicidal and didn't want to go home to be by myself. The flowing weekend something happened that made me mad.. not sad mad angry.. yk so out of every ounce of frustration and stress that had accumulated i did what I normally do go to the sink grab a box opener and cut well this time there was a lot of force. So much so instantly I hit a artery and went through the pinky muscle right down to the bone. One pull... I was bleeding out fast and was starting to fade and couldn't use my phone I couldn't see. I got the last surge of adrenaline to run and gey help where I was hospitalized. They stuck there fingers in my arms. Stopped the bleeding and rushed me to the er. I wasn't givin numbing for 2 layers of stitches because the helth care in the south doesn't care about mental health related injuries. Felt everything. The hospital stay was hell and I almost died and crashed on the couch and was just left there by the mental ward nurses to die the other felow suicidal guys there were the ones to rush to my aid. I should have gone to the icu I lost so much blood and combined with meds that decrease blood pressure did not mix. Now im out and have a massive bill i cant pay. At all. And its just adding to the stress. I wish I let myself go and call it quits I regret saving myself because of the financial burden. Im 10x worse but at least im clean ig idk what to achieve with this post honestly. But at this point I don't care what happens happens so I got my dream puppy that I saved my tip money for. Im 20 on my own have 3 pets (2 dogs and a horse) and was doing fine mony wise but now? I just had another reason added. The only think keeping me was the trama from seeing my arm wide open like that I didn't know it was physically possible to do that to yourself whatsoever I suppose im wrong. Idk what to do at this point

So I have a new pup and started the long crate traning process except im more anxious than her about it . There's something so scary about crate traning in an apartment :( she is very good for nights now but day? Nope. She is 9 weeks and a toy breed but a high drive one so crate traning is an absolute must to keep her safe when im not home ( she has a wee place in it) she gets puzzles snuffels, chews a sound machine and a cozy spot. She is getting better about me leaving but I have no idea if she is loud during the day, and this is what makes me anxious 😅 I talked to the guy next door on the share side of the crate and he didn't seem to care idk if the other guy on the other side is even home in the day. I live on a very busy road across a fire station so theres that to drown her out. But as she gets older she gets louder n such and im soo scard of a noise complaint. Obviously I know this comes with the deal but man it makes me more anxious than I thought. I just need some first hand stories to calm my nerves 😩 ahhh