I know its very contradictory but I feel like I need some guidance. I still like to please while being in control so I just want to someone to hold my hand through it and give me reassurance until we get to a good spot together.
Sorry if this might be offensive in some way, I don’t mean it that way.
I (f) have been into Cucking for a long time now. It started with porn then I started talking to cucks here on Reddit. I have yet to have an irl cuck relationship but that is what I ultimately want.
But it’s hard to ignore the race play that is very prominent in cucking. Especially in porn but also in 1 on 1 relationships.
Is it’s it wrong for me to not want race play in my personal cucking relationships? Is there something I can search for when watching cuck porn? How normal is it?
I feel like I should make this clear, I am a poc and almost all of the relationships I have been in have been interracial. I simply don’t want that to be the focus nor do i get turned on by it.