I have recently started classifying myself as gender fluid and in the mornings I feel exatreamly feminine like everyday I switch a lot but I alwase feel fem in the morning is this normal? Dose Enyboady else have patterns or triggers like this?
I don’t know if this is legible but I just wanna be heard vent
I don’t know who or what I am btw sorry for eny spelling mistakes I am dislecsic but am born a man and have wanted to be more feminine my hole life I am ashamed to say it but I definitely yoused to be homophonic and still can be I hate it idk why I think like a homofobe a lot of the time when I like to dress feminine and wher makeup and paint my nales and stuff but feel so much disforaia about my appearance I have constant extreme body heair and I am scared if I shave it my girlfriend will finde me unattractive and I love her but idk if I am even a man at all and I don’t want to louse her she supports what ever I do but i she is attracted to men and more and more I just don’t think I am one at all I have never even tolde her think I am gender fluid and sometimes she is says I think you might be gender fluid I get defencive and say shit like I don’t like labels and say I am just me but I want to be more feminine but I am just not idk what I am even trying this for idk what I am even doing I have never even posted on redit bethore Idk if this is even the right subreddit to put something like this in I just want the world that doesn’t know me to know I am not a man I have resently come out to my mom as bi she just kind of ignored it I think I am happy that she did cause I hate to talk about it I am slowly getting better with my thinking in homofobic ways and I know homofobia is not okay in eny way and it just set backs society