u/PREZZ13

Hello, I'm 17 years old, and I currently live in Russia. My grandfather on my father's side was Jewish, so a few years ago, when I was 14-15, I and my parents visited Israel for a few weeks and got citizenship. I will not get deep into the reasons for getting it; I'll just say many people are leaving Russia to avoid military service these days, and another citizenship could help to do it, not necessarily to go live in Israel, but to leave the country in general. At the time I knew about the conflict between Israel and Palestine, but I wasn't educated enough on the subject to know which side I should support, and my parents wanted me to get a citizenship. Now I am aware of the genocide Israel is committing, and I feel the sense of guilt and embarrassment for being its citizen. I wanted to ask if I should renounce my citizenship in the future. Is it even possible without serving in the military? I'm definitely not going to live in Israel, so does me having a citizenship contribute to genocide in any way? I'm still planning on leaving Russia if it will be possible, but will I be able to renounce it while being an immigrant? I'm sorry if I'm rambling on or asking stupid questions here; I just can't help but feel anxious and like I'm contributing to genocide in some way by having an Israeli passport.