![[1980] What a lovely day! I sure hope I don't stumble across any novelty phones on this beautiful French beach!](https://preview.redd.it/8fn9rwprf92h1.jpeg?auto=webp&s=213faca090670bf86cd13971708d8d0df4ac4f97)
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[1980] What a lovely day! I sure hope I don't stumble across any novelty phones on this beautiful French beach!
u/PalpitationsHaver — 2 days ago
![[1980] What a lovely day! I sure hope I don't stumble across any novelty phones on this beautiful French beach!](https://preview.redd.it/8fn9rwprf92h1.jpeg?auto=webp&s=213faca090670bf86cd13971708d8d0df4ac4f97)
I clearly am immune to the girlie joy that is Hello Kitty
I get really intense highs and lows in my moods where I feel like nothing can hold me back and I'll spend a ton of money, then I'll drop into a severe depressive mood where all I want it to be alone and hide. It's almost like bipolar disorder but I don't have bipolar nor have I ever been suspected of having it. It only began shortly after I left my extremely abusive ex who attempted to kill me. I've been told it's the CPTSD, but I want to know if anyone else has experienced this. Thanks.