I want your opinion
I am an autistic adult (low support needs) , also have pmos, thyroid , was on ssri and somewhat overweight I am trying to figure out my orientation labels. I wanted to share my experience to see if anyone else experiences attraction and arousal this way I very rarely experience ||physical arousal (tingling sensation normally and sexual release very rare) || from visual stimuli. When it happens, it feels like a purely mechanical bodily reflex. I don't enjoy it I usually feel uncomfortable, detached, and find myself analyzing the sensation from a distance rather than actually wanting it. During these rare spikes of physical arousal, I sometimes get random, intrusive mental images , dreams or urges targeted toward people I know (or random faces) whoever is in close proximity but never thought about them after that. However, I have absolutely zero conscious desire to act on them(I don't pleasure/masturbate or know how to) . It feels like my brain is just pairing random images with a mechanical body reflex. I find both men and women attractive to look at (aesthetic attraction), but I don't want a sexual relationship with either. When it comes to physical touch, I am much more comfortable giving or receiving deep-pressure touch like hugs from women than men (excluding family). I have a habit of maladaptive daydreaming where I build rich stories. I used to think I had a romantic crush on a specific person because I would daydream about rom-com scenarios (like a basic, non-French kiss) because that's "what is supposed to happen" in media. But after my autism diagnosis, I realized it's actually a special interest/hyperfixation. He intellectually stimulates me and I want to know everything about him. Even knowing he is dating someone else doesn't bother me at all . I just want to be friends, and a hug would be nice. I am also very averse to the even idea of me participating in it. I am also a late bloomer who don't even know a lot of things till I grow up .I am trying to figure out if it's just medical low libido or I am actually in a-spec, full ace or allospec.