u/Particular_Papaya151

What is going on with the new album?

In the fall of 2005, a dear friend of mine introduced me to AFI and from the first note I heard, my life has been forever changed. I have never loved anything as much as I do AFI, outside of my children. I followed the Church of Havok for a couple of years and still believe in the last of the commandments of the Church. Needless to say, I was moved. Shook to my core at how a band could be so uplifting and such a life changer. I’ve seen the twice in concert and I even got into a fight at a club because some drunk idiot began heckling me saying Modest Mouse was leaps and bounds better lyrically than AFI. I took obscene offense and hit the guy with a beer bottle. Juvenile yes and embarrassing but I couldn’t tolerate such disrespect lol. My cousin’s husband and I are musical soulmates and he understands my feelings about AFI and he is the one that broke the news to me about their new album. He told me he hated to do this to me bc he knew how I would feel about it. He said “listen to it with a dump truck load of salt. It’s nothing you’re going to be happy about.” And he was right. I listened to it with an upset stomach and jaw slack. What has happened? Why? Why did they feel this was the best direction to go in? I am broken-hearted to say the least. Devastated and utterly confused. I remember sitting at my laptop when I first heard Crash Love waiting for Davey’s angelical screams and they never came. That hurt but I fell in love even more with them bc just lyrically they were still my AFI. But listening to Silver Bleeds the Black Sun was physically painful. I feel awful about disliking it to the degree that I do. I feel I am being very disrespectful and have been a hesitant to even voice anything about it. But I do want to know can anyone shed some light on this direction they have taken and why and what are people’s opinion on it? I don’t understand!

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Unexplained terror after watching a video online

My best friend ( M, 47 at the time ) and I ( F, 46 at the time) watched a video on YouTube (I, of course, won’t post the video but you can check it out by searching my description. Good luck!) a couple years ago while at my house. We saw a thumbnail about a video that looked truly fascinating. It was of this guy who was drawing in an uncanny way. He drew one picture which was a portrait of a woman in a circle framed back ground with his right hand. And at the same time he drew another portrait of a man in a square frame background with his left hand. He drew these at the same time right beside each other with pencils. The video was time lapsed but not by much. He never spoke during and there was ordinary background music playing. The video was 3 min 14 seconds long. The reason I’m going into detail about it is because video made both my friend and I feel extremely nauseous, shot my anxiety thru the roof, I began crying and hyperventilating. So did my bf. My bf is a guy but he started crying too. I swear I felt like I was going to die. I kept saying over and over again I don’t want to die I don’t wanna die. We just hugged amd rocked back n forth crying. We didn’t watch the video to the end. I was crying saying I wanted my mother to come back home now (she was out of town). I was so freaked out I turned my phone off and so did my bf. I put my phone in a drawer in another room and didn’t touch it for literally like 3 days. It took us a week to feel normal again. I have gone back to that video since then months later and watched some of it. I felt that awfulness creeping back up on me so I turned it off. I made a comment in the comment section of the video about what we experienced n no one seemed to have had the some or even similar experience. the comments were all saying how amazing it is how talented he is how amazing he is. I was like how can yall think that? That’s not talent that’s mind shattering. I’ve seen other videos similar and they didn’t evoke those feelings of dread and just raw terror the first one did. I want to know why. Is this called something? Is it a phenomenon or were we just anxious over thinkers? Idk. If anyone could help me figure out what happened to my best friend and I, I would be so grateful. Thank you in advance.
*I do have screenshots of it if anyone wants to see them. Idk if it’s allowed or not.*

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u/Particular_Papaya151 — 2 days ago