Where to find hiking/backpacking/camping companions?
I had so many plans this year. Desolation Wilderness, AZ, in February; Lake Tahoe Rim in late July; I even won the lottery permit for Sahale Glacier, WA, in August/September; maybe a couple of weekend trips to start the AT.
I ended up going only to Desolation Wilderness with one friend and loved it. But I couldn't find anyone to go with to any of the other places, and I really can't go solo (aside from the risk which isn't the primary concern, I suffer from depression and loneliness in the wilderness doesn't help), I tried in the past. My local friends aren't into hiking or camping. I feel like the window is almost over and will have to wait 8 more months, but then I might find myself alone again and back with the same problem.
But I also live in Tampa, FL, and you don't really stumble upon other fellow backpackers/hikers/campers like you would if you lived in Salt Lake or Denver or Seattle. Most people here, understandably, are into the beach, paddle boarding, and such. The few ones I have found may be interested in doing hiking or camping here in Florida, which holds zero interest for me under this aspect.
I am tired of missing out on the great outdoors and more of these incredible experiences. I have also invested a substantial sum of money in my hiking and camping gear. I want to find other people to go hiking and camping with where the mountains are (not here in FL). Form a little community.
The question is: where can I find them?
Please refrain from telling me to go solo. I'm already feeling very low. I tried it, I don't enjoy it, and it's not for me. I also tried to meet people on trail and failed. Tons of people go with like-minded people, why couldn't I?