u/Pitiful_Signature729

I was sad when I heard the announcement for the new season because I didn't think I'd be here for it. I left the sub to avoid any more news about it.

I packed up my life about a year and a half ago. Quit work, failed school, donated my stuff, pretended I was keeping it together and then failed to end my life as the clock struck 2025. I'm glad I was still here for some wonderful moments and opportunities I would've missed. I'm awe-struck at how little but also how much things have changed and I still don't know how to feel about it. Admittedly I'm still struggling, but I'm still here and counting the days up instead of down.

Someone reminded me of Ted Lasso recently and I finally watched the S4 trailer. This show helped me see how much suicide affects people and caused me to seriously reconsider. Pain and all, I will keep pushing through to at least see season 4 of this beautiful series about this beautiful game and the beautiful people it touches.

Viva el futbol!