Is my frame (and head/face) too large to pass?
6 months hrt 6’2 175lb 19 inch shoulders 😭💔
u/PizzaUnable2836 — 1 day ago
▲ 34 r/transpassing
Should I just give up? 20 & 6’1 180 lbs of with intense bone structure
This lighting and photos are doing me justice if anything. I know I don’t pass lol not why I’m here, but Im 3 months HRT and I know that’s absolutely nothing but I’m just becoming less confident by the day that anything can even be done by fat redistribution and soft tissue changes. I have a bit of blush and lip stain on in these. I look strongly like my mother, who while gorgeous has very strong bone structure and masculine traits herself, and had an A cup around my age. I’m not even trying to pass ATP I just wanna be able to wake up and roll out of bed and not be read as a cisgender man, looking visibly trans is okay and pretty much my end goal. I also just found out I need lefort 1 for minor recessed maxilla. Besides that I think clavical osteotomy is way too intense for such an essential body part, so I just have to concede that . I have a genuine Neanderthal brown bone w deep set eyes, in addition to just a huge jaw, cheekbones, nose, and face in general which is all bone. My expectations for HRT are probably I will look exactly the same. Should I just try and live as a man? Trans girls talk to me with resentment and like I’m crazy, and I can’t even find any representation of any girls having the bone structure I have. I seem to be genuinely worse off than the men around me, who I can envision what they would look like if they transitioned. It’s so hard to see “her”. I want to be an orb of light
u/PizzaUnable2836 — 2 months ago
Breast bud compression injury compared to a strike
Yesterday in the car I was reaching into the trunk to get something , rested on my rib under my boob folded over like ^ rested on the head of the middle seat. My dad (somewhat jerky driver) drove out of a downhill gas station exit into a pothole and it quickly made all of my weight compress onto my breast bud. It hurt but they’re not that sensitive to begin with, it was just a lot of full body weight and surface area compressing the bud. It instantly felt like the bud was mushed, like when I palpate it the borders esp from through the top of my areola feel less clearly “delineated” and it’s just not as of clear of a movable concentrated lump like the other one, but like a mush pile further down into my anatomy I can’t locate as easily and palpate compared to the other one. This was the breast bud that admittedly appeared first, I’m 10 weeks into EV injections with T suppressed and this bud is about two months old now, and the other one lagging a bit behind. I’m not in pain the next day but it feels warmer to the touch than the other and like I can sense there’s more blood flow in it. I just can’t get it outta my head that I really fucked up my development somehow because this feels like a uniquely bad type of injury compared to everything else I read like being hit or having it slammed, because it’s like full body compression. Now I’m anxious I impeded my development because it feels different than it did before and I won’t know forever until significant breast development happens if I’m assymetric and something happened :(
u/PizzaUnable2836 — 3 months ago