u/Plane-Demand-8691

i’m recovering on my own and nobody around me knows i have an ed. but my dad would say stuff like “your face looks so much paler than your friends” in front of my friends and this made me so upset. i was in recovery when this happened. this is one of the minor things i could remember.

my dad also said that i’m getting better at eating. i felt very conflicted cuz i don’t wanna relapse but i honestly feel so out of control during recovery. (is this normal?)

i think my mindset has gotten so much better after actively recovering. i rarely restricts myself but this feels like losing self control. like sometimes i would munch on things without even noticing.