Weird thoughts about dying and being killed.
I often have these weird thought about dying. I really don’t know if it’s suicidal ideation. Sometimes it’s of ways of killing myself, other times it’s about people killing me. This is a thought I wrote down as I was sitting outside my job at the bar next door. Does anyone ever have these types of thoughts? I am diagnosed with MDD. At the time of having these thought I was under the influence so could it be the alcohol and weed reversing the affects of my medicine or am I having other issues? Anyone ever have similar thoughts. I should probably post this on the MDD subreddit but everyone on this thread pretty much has MDD so what do yall think. I’m on 10mg btw. If I stop taking my medicine I become super depressed. After taking TRINTELLIX for a year I realize how badly I need it.