u/Plenty_Bunch_5900

I am done done with this life. This cruel life. Ever since teenage years life became unbearble so much abuse . People are charmed by my brother but he always gets away with the abuse he has done. nobody seems to care . I am very tired i suffered so much . he laughs at me. im very nice person yet i got nothing but so much pain. i feel i should jump over the balcony. is not just that but i struggle with so much sham3 so much negative criticism i received it feels torturous . i feel i should die i keep repenting . My life used to feel great in childhhood but my brother tortured me mentally. my mum does not seem to understand she always say like recite quran father same . ive been spirtually bypassing. I feel trapped at home i cant get out if i leave i will be homeless and if i stay i will suffer im done this home is toxic. ive ran once but did not end up well. i used to be in pysch ward i was protecting him i never told him it was him that abused me its not fair i suffer so mentally emotionally. ive made dua for him he seems to be doing well while i suffer. im done.he will always get away with its no use of me complaining to other people. but i dont think the reason im suicidal is because of that but i feel so overwhelmed .

Please make dua for me 🤲

Assalamu alaikum. I'm going through a difficult time right now and would really appreciate your duas. May Allah reward everyone who remembers me in their prayers. JazakAllahu khayran.

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Asslammu alaykum I hope you're all feeling best. Please I want you guys to make dua that the stressors that affect me whether its people etc. Allah lightens or makes easy and protects me from the bad harmful stress. Also Allah keeps me safe and protected all times. please And I have no severe anxiety anymore

Assalamu Alaikum,
I previously failed a module in my course, but I have completed the retake. Today is the day I get the email with my final results. If I pass, I will finally be able to move on to Module 6.
Before the final grading, I was just one missing assignment away from securing a solid C. I am incredibly worried right now that I might not have made the grade, but I know that nothing is impossible for Allah (SWT).
This course and moving forward means absolutely everything to me. I cannot afford to fail this retake again. I know it might just be studies to some, but it is a massive weight on my shoulders right now.
Please join me in making dua that Allah grants me success, allows me to pass this module, and lets me move on to Module 6.
JazakAllah Khair for your support and prayers.

I'm having a mental breakdown. Afraid i will have a crashout soon ive been keeping calm pretending everything is fine when is not I can not keep up especially at home I have to pretend to be strong but I can not it is so much I feel . I never gotten to this stage please pray for me everything will be fine . Im worried i have severe anxiety that feels never ending and no one really cares about me I get mocked etc.

I feel its hard to explain but i just need your duas that my situation improves and i feel better. Been struggling with something that I can't get over and no matter how much I look for answers I do not seem to be satisfied. Please make dua i get the solution and my heart is satisfied and i finally make peace with my past. JazakAllah Khair for taking the time to read this.

please pray for me life feels easier even 1 percent im going through so much like people call me sick soft weak etc . people ive been around can be so judgemental even when walking i just hear people mocking or just putting a label and honestly i wonder wheres the empathy or heart only a few maybe showed they care like a little postive statement or kindness but its only like rare for me to experience a feeling of genuine love or kindness that is consistent from those around me and im the one who go beyond for those living with me i know what makes them happy and can be willing to do that but i dont have the means or the money to help achieve those dreams for them i can talk about it to them to make them feel good . I've been feeling so sad the advice be happy i get at times feels like i just need to smile and pretend while ive been abused physically emotionally and sexually and i just feel that im suppose to get over it at home i cant call anyone for help otherwise im a snake or snitch and this individual has the audacity to not show any remorse and just moves on like and pretends everything's fine and i felt supressed where i cant respond to this individual who has been in my life making me feel so bad while ive been trying my best and i can be a people pleaser where it looks like im getting used or taken advantage of but i try to protect you from feeling sad i dont want anyone getting sad i really have good intentions for people but im tested with someone who makes me feel so sad the pain feels overbearing i cant escape or leave or cutt of since is a family member and sibling. im exhausted . im stuck at home trapped not able to get access to anyone who would help therapist etc i have to keep asking parents but like they agree but particular mum agreed then goes like will be there and then i wait for a long time then there's delay and i just want a physical place where i get support seeking online doesn't feel helpful because i think once i try egt help online i felt so good then my brother saw me feeling relieved and he went like did you talk to anyone and i was like he was like pressing me again with the same question honestly tried to avoid it so my mood doesn't go down then i gave him the answer i lied i just felt like he doesn't like it when i feel this way.my family can be controlling i cant reach out physically please pray Allah sends a kind understanding soul who would be there for me and help me . i pray Allah helps you and that he doesn't let you go through the painful experience ive been through . May Allah grant you ease and relieve your worries ameen.