u/PocketGerard

WELL GEE HOMIE I WOULDN’T KNOW BECAUSE I’VE HAD ACNE FOR 20 YEARS ON MY FACE, SCALP, SHOULDERS, CHEST, ARMS, BACK BUT THANKS FOR YOUR INPUT I GUESS??????????

I know he means well but sometimes I wish my partner would just piss off. Talking to me about how I need to “stop looking” for spots to pick. Oh wow man thanks, I’ve never thought of that, I’m cured! Now fix the part where I pick things I can’t see, like the back of my head.

I DON’T NEED YOU TO EXPLAIN MY DISORDER TO ME OR HOW TO FIX IT. I ALREADY KNOW. IF IT WAS THAT SIMPLE WE WOULDN’T BE HAVING THIS CONVERSATION BRO.

Siiiiiiiiiiigh. This is a nightmare.

UGH

I had top surgery recently so for 2 weeks I couldn’t really move all that much because of the pain, stiffness and the compression binder.

“Great!” I thought “This will help me break the habit!”

WRONG. My skin is worse than ever from not being able to shower properly and my picking is through the roof. I just want to stop doing this 😭 maybe I should get hypnotised or something.

I’m so ITCHY

for context: Mr. King. No drains. Stuck in the compression binder until the 23rd and was told NO PEEKING. Fine.

I am so itchy everywhere underneath this shit. My back? Oh my God I feel like I’m turning evil from how overstimulated I am. I am going to get some Benadryl tomorrow but holy fucking shit guys HELP ME.

Ohh my good lord I am so nervous. I’ve waited so long and now it’s here I’m terrified, what!?!!???
(I know this is normal, I’m just SO anxious)