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Hi guys! I’m happy to report that I’ve been able to remove so much garbage! So much floor has been exposed! I actually lost track of how many garbage bags I filled on Sunday.

My question now is this….how do I get rid of the fly dirt on the walls? It’s everywhere? Walls, ceiling, appliances. ChatGPT says an all purpose cleaner but is there anything that would be more effective?

I’m going to share some of the progress pictures. The third picture is where there was a bin of ick that I removed. I was honestly afraid of what was underneath it. But I did it.

I know it still looks like a hot ass mess but it’s so much better than before.

I should look at this and be so proud that I got rid of this garbage. But I’m not. I still have so much more to go and there is still so much shame and embarrassment.

At the end of August, we are going away for my daughter’s birthday. In previous years, I would throw a party in my mom’s backyard. But last year was the last time I saw my sister alive. And I was angry at her. I physically and emotionally cannot throw another party in my mom’s backyard.

I’m going to need a cat sitter, or someone to drop by and feed and water them. I’m hoping I’ll be in a better place by then.