What should be the best way to handle such situations?
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17f My mother told me that I should die early just cause me and my brother were thinking of ordering some food and ofc it's not the first time she abused me my entire childhood called me the R word and what not specially when my father was not around
She physically, emotionally, mentally ruined my childhood and my early teen were super tough as I grew up to be very insecure and she has been sick from a while now and I made breakfast for her today, I do everytime she asks then served Her food in evening also took care of her super well
when she was sick and I do every possible thing I can to take care of her but the abuse never go away she's always abusive i understand she is going to mentally also but why is it only for me she loves my brother and is always super nice to him no matter what but when it comes to me she hates me abuse me
Idk I do whatever you should for your parents in all our relatives they think I am some sort of monster because of the image she has set always talking down on me I'm so tired living in this home just completed 12th wanted to go to college but my dad doesn't support me financially or emotionally I just don't know what to do it's so hard living in this house and watching her treat me like absolute shit it was so worse when I was young she sexualised me sooo much as a kid always called me the R word physically abused me soo much
I really don't know what to do if you guys have any genuine advice please tell me would mean alot 🙏