u/Possible-Teacher-625

Χαζη ερωτηση, αλλα εχω μηδενικη εμπειρια απο αυτα (με εξαιρεση κατι φανταστικα βιογραφικα που εχω γραψει στο μαθημα της Εκθεσης). Δεν εχω καποια εργασιακη εμπειρια κι ειμαι πρωτοετης. Τι θα επρεπε/ηταν καλο να περιλαμβανει το βιογραφικο μου; Επισης, περα απο proficiency κλπ, βρισκομαι στην Μεση Ι (συντομα ΙΙ) στην κλασσικη κιθαρα και εχω φτασει Αρμονια ΙΙ (συντομα ΙΙΙ). Αυτα πως τα περιλαμβανω σε ενα βιογραφικο; Επισης ξερω να χειριζομαι την σουιτα του Open Office (αλλα νομιζω χρειαζεται καποια πιστοποιηση;). Περα απο τα βασικα προγραμματα ομως, λογω σχολης και χομπυ, μπορω να χειριστω Lightroom, Photoshop, Krita κλπ. Με αυτα τι κανω;

To make a long story short, my ex was emotionally and sometimes physically abusive. He was a walking piece of shit. Despite that, he was still my best friend all throughout highschool. We sat side by side in every class, hung out all the time etc. I knew him since primary school (but we officially met at 16). He died on Saturday after overdosing.

Me and my bf have been together for a year and 5 months. We're ldr because of studies but we spend a great deal of time together.

Tomorrow is the funeral. I asked my bf if he's ok with me going. He has been supportive this past week with the whole situation, so I thought he understood. He was ok with me going to the funeral and I thought all was good. Then he asked me again tonight if I'm still planning on going. He said "I hope you know me and you are over". He had packed up the gifts I made him and blocked my number and instagram. He was aggresive and angry. His mother told me he was angry all day long. He said a bunch of like manipulative and emotionally immature things.

I'm torn. I love him with all my heart but I have no intention of skipping the funeral. And if that's his reaction I don't know if I'm willing to spend a life with a person who acts like that...but I do love him

Update: I went to the funeral. It was heart wrecking. My bf went hysterical. Kept demanding for me to call him, even tho I was with okd classmates. He kept saying atuff about hiw much he is in pain. And how much I hate him. Just all hysterical

We went to the same school and lived in the same neighborhood for years but didn't really meet until we were 16. We started dating. It was heated and toxic and horrible but our friendship during highschool is something I will always value. He was a shitty abusive bf and he was involved with drugs. I'm trying to sum it up.

I got a text from a mutual highschool friend on Saturday, asking me if i got the news. He told me he had killed himself. At first I thought it was a joke but today I learned that it's true.

I feel so at loss. I haven't seen him in a year, last time we talked was before that. I had a very bitter aftertaste of him. Had no intention of him ever being part of my life again. But it's weird. I'm so confused. I want to go to his funeral but there's no announcement yet, plus idk if my bf is going to get hurt by it. But I have a right to grieve...

Basically what the title says. I've been playing classical guitar for 7 years and I'm interested in the piano. I've got keyboards at home but I mainly use them to play my solfege pieces or my theory exercises. I don't know any technique but I'd like to be able to play pieces. Where do I even start??(I can't afford a teacher rn)