u/Pot_Master_General

They say it's a matter stream, but it's really just a fancy replicator that makes the duplication imperceptible. I still want one.

Coming up on 48 hours, and before that it was just one hit after 20 hours which made me feel awful. I smoke a small flower bowl every 12 hours to try and take the edge off, but it barely feels like anything. Cried four times today, chills/too hot, lethargic, no appetite, intrusive thoughts. I was vaping around .25ml per day for 4-5 years. I only started because my ex hated the smell, but then I was hooked. It's embarrassing how much I let it take over, but better now than never. I used to rip a bong all day and it was never this difficult to quit. Godspeed, y'all.

If you smoke when you wake up, the entire day becomes and uphill battle to maintain the high. The longer you can go without smoking, the better you'll feel. I love weed. It saved my life in many ways and has shown me innumerable insights, but my dependency on it has created a level of cynicism and learned helplessness that I do not need. My goal is to change my relationship and habits with cannabis, and if that isn't possible I will quit forever.