u/Potential-Vehicle415

I am not out to anyone irl (as in they think im cis) apart from family and one friend from childhood. I really dont want to be seen as “trans” and thats why i just dont let people know. Ive been having this feeling of like “i need come out” but i know if i do theres no going back. I dont feel ashamed or like im hiding but i feel like im being convinced life will be better if i come out by ppl online and stuff but idk is this just me trying to create a problem. Not sure if this makes any sense.

I really want to talk to trans people who are in the same position as me like fully passing but also nobody knowing like ever

My first language is not english and i dont really post here, but I am beyond confused what’s going on with Imago. I used to be able to be in their discord server (Im almost 18 and they said it was okay) Till they stopped allowing any underage people which i get but i feel like I am left with no one to ask since they take long to respond. It seems my perscription is stuck in the mail now and theres some electronic one i could get but its 300€+ and (if im not mistaken) i would have to pay at the pharmacy again? Im from Finland. Ive had so much trouble with their mailing stuff, i moved once and told my new address in advance but they combined my old and new one and put two streets and two post codes it was a mess. Honestly not sure what’s happening with the mailing things. I keep asking my old adress occupants if they have my supscription but they dont.