I went into the exam confident, i got a 75/75 on a past paper yesterday, but the exam was dissapointing. Was it just me or was the exam very hard(a girl started crying), if so, do yall think the grade boundaries will be lower?
For context, im a 17 year old guy with a family that loves hunting. Ive never liked hunting, since ive always liked animals. My dad sees this as a flaw and always boasts about how my little sister has killed a wild boar but i havent, and i constantly have felt like im dissapointing my dad in this. My family decided to take a trip to the countryside for a week and to try and make my dad proud, ive been shooting animals with a bb gun. Ive only killed a bird, which i didnt feel bad since it died instantly. Tonight I saw this group of cats, and I shot one with my bb gun, and as soon as it started writhing in pain i felt so bad, and this isnt the worst part, i couldnt manage to kill it, and i shot it another 5 times and it was still alive, then my dad went and he st4bbed it. It started screaming and crying but still didnt die, i shot it 2 more times and it still survived. I felt so bad about this slow and painful death it had i almost started crying, and all of this was just to try and make my dad proud which i did, but at what cost. I dont expect anybody to feel sorry for me or forgive me since i have done this all willingly and it was fully my fault. I needed to get this off my chest as it has been weighing so much on me, its only been less than a day since i did it.
I have been stressing out bad for the past couple of weeks because of this theory that I have come up with (I know im not the first person to think about this). Ive been thinking that if reincarnation IS real, what our consciousness was erased, and if we lived as every human being that has ever stepped foot on earth. Sure, we would live as kings and have luxurious lives, but on the other hand, we will also die the worst and most agonizing deaths that people have died. Ive been having nightmares about this, dying in the worst ways possible, and I hope that anybody can have anything to say that will put my mind a little more at ease, maybe something to invalidate this theory, thanks.
I have been stressing out bad for the past couple of weeks because of this theory that I have come up with (I know im not the first person to think about this). Ive been thinking that if reincarnation IS real, what if we lived as every human being that has ever stepped foot on earth. Sure, we would live as kings and have luxurious lives, but on the other hand, we will also die the worst and most agonizing deaths that people have died. Ive been having nightmares about this, dying in the worst ways possible, and I hope that anybody can have anything to say that will put my mind a little more at ease, maybe something to invalidate this theory, thanks.
I have been stressing out bad for the past couple of weeks because of this theory that I have come up with (I know im not the first person to think about this). Ive been thinking that if reincarnation IS real, what if we lived as every human being that has ever stepped foot on earth. Sure, we would live as kings and have luxurious lives, but on the other hand, we will also die the worst and most agonizing deaths that people have died. Ive been having nightmares about this, dying in the worst ways possible, and I hope that anybody can have anything to say that will put my mind a little more at ease, maybe something to invalidate this theory, thanks.
it was a small crane, pretty easy to climb. Thoughts?
Yo guys, about to do my first crane climb in a small-ish crane, wish me luck!