Mi mamá se enteró que abusaron de mí¿Que hago?

A lo mejor suena fuerte pero mi madre se enteró que me vi0l4r0n y me dijo: Fue tu culpa por no decirme lo que pasó yo hubiera ido con ese imbecil y partirle la madre.

El dilema aquí es que me acuerdo que cuando paso ...lo que me hicieron,llegó y vio que no había lavado platos y vino directamente a golpearme por no hacer caso.Ese día me bañe y no pude evitar llorar me sentía sucia pero también me sentía sola.

Cada que mi mamá me repite esa frase no puedo evitar en pensar en la palabra culpa.

Tenía 9-10 años cuando eso me pasó...En la actualidad ya soy mayor de edad y ella se enteró cuando tenía 16 años.Quien me violó fue un vecino ya no lo veo porque nos mudamos de ciudad y no sé si nombre tampoco.

¿Saben de casualidad porque reaccionó así con mi mamá?

Me siento ajena a ella cuando intenta hablar de ello porque de cierta forma lo minimiza...siempre quieres decir sobre su experiencia con el abuso de su padre y me dice: De cierta forma fue más fuerte para mí porque mi papá era quien me manoseaba..

Pero luego simplemente la corto,le digo que entiendo pero no quiero hablar de lo que pasó conmigo con ella.No me manosearon solo...

Quiero consejos por favor

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u/PoundFront8735 — 9 hours ago
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My mum...hit me (Long text)

I'll be direct... I don't know what to do, and if this is considered abuse, why do I feel partly to blame?My high school graduation is almost here and my sister made a mistake by depositing the money into the wrong bank. We didn't realize it, and my sister started saying we never show her any consideration, and my mom got angry too and threw her phone at me because she didn't want to talk to her anymore. I got stressed and hide In the kitchen. My mom was yelling and yelling at me, calling me ungrateful and saying it nonstop. She asked why I brought up my graduation, and I told her that what really bothered me was that every time When a graduation is coming up, she insults me and throws in my face the effort she makes. I lost my temper and yelled at her.She comes closer...and starts hittin g me...and scratching me. She told me that if I'm like this, with even a little stress I'll never be good at what I do.That never I will be a capable doctor. It hurt so much... I tried to move away, but she kept hitting me. Then, in my anger, I told her that she had never been a good mother or a good lawyer. She bit me and scratched my face...She threw me to the floor, pulling my hair, and began to choke me, bringing his fingers close to my eyes.My younger brother came to walk the dogs and pulled her off me, even though I was trying to restrain her. She kicked me, and I just went up to my room. She told me I was ungrateful and that, for me, she will never meet my expectations, and that I always try to blame her for everything and defend my sister. I had said it was both of their faults for not communicating, and firstly she wanted me to handle the graduation deposits when I don't even have access to that card and she kept blaming me.Well... I don't know... I don't know what to feel or how I feel... my body hurts... I think I'm still in shock.I don't have anyone else...I don't have another family member or my father...I'm alone.Any tip??

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u/PoundFront8735 — 20 days ago