u/Powerful-Set9807

I have absolutely no idea how to write this so I'm so sorry if it's messy.

I'm 16 years old and mentally unmature. I struggle so badly with so much and I'm not taken seriously.

I'm in a loving home. I love my family but my life is so shit. I'm obese for my age, I run my mouth and fuck up friendships, I'm a lazy piece of shit and my brain is constantly running.

I just want a hug. A big hug and told that I'm okay but I feel like I can't go to anyone to hug.

I'm jealous. I'm so jealous of seeing my old friends get these partners that love them. I don't know if that's just me being a cunt or from me being sexualised so much from older men on the Internet.

I don't know what to do. I feel like no one is there.

Someone please just tell me that I'm not a bad person.

HIII 16 F

My life is currently a mess at such a young age can someone help?