u/Practical-Piano1867

i’m rewatching sharing the secret and i forgot how much the scene when beth tells her mom makes me cry 🥲

hi. i don’t really know where to start
i have bulimia. and it’s taken over my life. and i feel lost. so lost. i’m always miserable. and the stress of my disorder plus school plus life is just so unbearable and i feel unmotivated to pick up my Bible. i pray every night but it doesn’t feel right. i don’t know why. i guess i just feel so empty inside that i don’t feel close to God.

i’m asking for guidance. if anyone has any suggestions or knows what i should do please help me.

i’m so exhausted with this. i can’t focus on anything else in my life than food. it’s expensive. i’m in “recovery” but the binge urges are there and i’m trying to let myself keep it down.
just ate a lot of cheese puffs in my car at 10pm and am now trying not to purge by sitting on my bathroom floor cleaning the floorboards. when does it get better.