Thanks everyone
First of all i wanted to say thanks to everyone that has been sharing their stories here. It encouraged me to never ever gamble or do stupid choices again.
Today im 26 days free, and i can honestly say that it feels good. It was very hard the first few days but the more i read and thought about all the consequences gambles does to you i woke up more.
I finally realise why i did stupid stuffs and lied to my girlfriend and everyone around me all the time and mostly myself. it was the compulsive behavior that almost destroyed me. Ive been struggling with regrets and shame and yesterday i finally cried out and said sorry to my girlfriend for all the times i behaved bad towards her and finally admitted that I Was the problem not her.
YOU CAN ALL DO IT GUYS, stay strong and positive.
Feel free to write to me if u wanna talk! im here!
All love
edit: I started gambling/stocks and chasing losses for 6 years now.