Just found my first post here 😬

Like, my first post EVER here.
"I need to farm 200 karma" 😬😭
How embarrassing?! How disappointing?! My dog... 😭
'Twas from my first account (Interesting-Hippo173).
I came here as karma farmeleon 😭
My beloved place treated so bad 🤣
The worst... I remember the context
(I wanted to participate in lottery).

And... I thought I'm in sixwordstories...
Only later I've noticed that... nope.
(I made that abhorrent post by
entering a sub from my feed,
which means that the algorithm had
recommended SWO for me).
I checked history on my profile
and was like 'what's that place?' 🤨
Took a look, liked the view
and stayed here for quite awhile...

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u/PrincessOfHippoland — 20 hours ago

Our Fucking Entanglement

While I sip on my coffee
Blindly staring at the horizon
With a heart that has become idle
Wondering if I’ll ever break this cycle

Of every damn Saturday
Roughly at two p.m.
Reminiscing that we may
Never call each other again

Of every friggin’ night
More or less at the same time
Waiting for your sign
Saying that you just woke up

Of every doomed classic song
That I know you’d vibe along
Almost sharing you this tune
Realizing I can’t send it to you

Of every bedtime routine
Listening to how sweetly you sing
Wondering if I’ll ever handle
Ending our fucking entanglement

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u/PrincessOfHippoland — 8 days ago

Maybe I need a break myself.

Because I feel angry. I feel very angry.

Because I’m exhausted by people perfectly aware that they are hurting me, yet willingly choosing to keep doing it without any consequences. Because I can do nothing about it, but quietly accept it.

Because I feel hurt by promises that were made and weren't kept.

Because I’m exhausted by people for whom I tried to be the best friend possible, yet it was never enough.

Because I’m tired of people creating a quagmire whenever I say they’ve crossed my boundaries.

Because I’m tired of people whose friendship ends the moment I say, “I didn’t like that. Could you please not do that?”

Because I’m tired of putting myself aside for people who then stab me without hesitation.

Because I’m tired of people being so self-absorbed that they never self-reflect or apologize.

Because I’m tired of saying nothing.

And before anybody comes at me - no, I don’t consider myself perfect. I don’t consider myself a sacrosanct. Yes, I recognize that every situation has two sides. Yes, I recognize that I have my own part in every situation. Yes, I'm ready to hear the other side and how I have affected them. Yes, I am ready to apologize for my input.

And no, I'm not talking about deleting anything.

I just feel very angry and all I can do is to shut up.

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u/PrincessOfHippoland — 9 days ago